Respect n Dignity

I have long time din update my blog..
ntgto write n dunno wat to write...
But i think i should write down the life of my training in PJ here...
otherwise, i think i will 4get it...

Not bcz of how enjoy it is,
but is how BORING it is...
n how WORST it is...

wat did i learn in this training period is not about my career
but is HUMAN NATURE...
wat do i mean by HUMAN NATURE?

i meet someone nice over here, but LESS...
i meet someone bad over here MORE than the LESS!!!
but the MORE "teach" me a lot of things in my life...
by the way, not they teach me but i observed it!!!

RESPECT

the thing that i observed such as how to COMMUNICATE in my future life..
as others said that show people ur EYE when u r talking with someone...
so that people feels that u r RESPECTING them...
but they dont.. i feel like im NOBODY to them...

things about my career that can learn is LIMITED...
i dun think that they wan to teach...
but im willing to learn if they willing to teach...

ORDER

but they have something GOOD!!! REALLY!!!
they r good in ORDERING people...
order u to buy coffee, order u to send a file by walking...
order u to booking restaurant... haiz...
i lose me DIGNITY...

i noe that this is not my future...
im not a person that lazy n dun like to work...
im a careerism... i like WORKS!!!
but im just a STUPID over here...

TWO more weeks to go...
Im countdown-ing...
day to get back my DIGNITY!!!
When im back to PENANG, im not a STUPID anymore!!!